It's the hardest he has ever struggled in his life, but his arms are pinned. Her hand is gripping his jaw hard enough to bruise and he can't do anything. He can't even move his head to the side as she brings that makeshift blade down to his eyes, and he can honestly say this is the most terrified he's ever been in his entire life. His eyes close again instinctively but it doesn't matter as she plunges the knife into his eye socket.

He screams. How could he not? It hurts, fuck it hurts, it feels like his eye is on fire, but he's helpless. Tears well up in his eyes, the yellow tears mixing with the same colored blood in his left eye. Blood thats slowly dripping down the side of his face. Blood that causes an awful squelching sound Sollux will never be able to wipe from his memory as with careful fingers she plucks out his eye.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," he cries out, his torn eyelid falling closed. He's not aware of his surroundings or his gibbering. "Please, please no. It hurts." All he's aware of is the pain and of her leering face. The last thing he'll ever see in his life.